Afloat on a big big ocean, with no land in sight. My job to keep it afloat and avoid shipwreck. No other boats around, just pirates waiting in the coves. And I'm only pretending to be the captain. Not feeling like a captain, but feeling like a survivor of some old shipwreck, washed up ashore with aching limbs and no direction home. Threats in every direction. Weary beyond belief, still, I can't rest. I must stay vigilent. Feeling like a survivor.